[ it's a chicken-or-egg question that will just end in jayce walking around in useless circles. it had been possible with viktor, and jayce owes him his new life, as crude and imperfect as it was. there were scars and literal, open wounds as proof of his choice, but it is not one jayce carries heavily, or with remorse.
he is filled with a shimmering glaze that shines right though his eyes. ]
I wouldn't want to. He gave me, [ his heart, his literal heart, he gave his all, he gave . . . well, jayce could only whisp a word out breathlessly, his fingers scraping at the bind of bandages underneath his shirt. ] everything.
[ since day one. starting with the gem on his wrist, that jayce rubs with his thumb, now— a circular, calming motion that he's done one too many times with an absent mind. he doesn't blame this killing him. he'd accepted that the moment he said take me back. i won't fail. i swear it. ]
He's my promise. After we got caught in the Moonwarp, I thought I lost him.
[ and that's why, for a moment, however brief— he'd gotten worse and given up. right in front of serph, so . . .
serph saw jayce in depth. at the end of his line and the start of his new one. knows he had a promise to keep, and watched him desist. he feels like he owes at least some reason for change of heart. very literally. ]
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he is filled with a shimmering glaze that shines right though his eyes. ]
I wouldn't want to. He gave me, [ his heart, his literal heart, he gave his all, he gave . . . well, jayce could only whisp a word out breathlessly, his fingers scraping at the bind of bandages underneath his shirt. ] everything.
[ since day one. starting with the gem on his wrist, that jayce rubs with his thumb, now— a circular, calming motion that he's done one too many times with an absent mind. he doesn't blame this killing him. he'd accepted that the moment he said take me back. i won't fail. i swear it. ]
He's my promise. After we got caught in the Moonwarp, I thought I lost him.
[ and that's why, for a moment, however brief— he'd gotten worse and given up. right in front of serph, so . . .
serph saw jayce in depth. at the end of his line and the start of his new one. knows he had a promise to keep, and watched him desist. he feels like he owes at least some reason for change of heart. very literally. ]