[ jayce nods; he wouldn't not, so in that regard, he'll keep attentive. he'll just . . . try not to look too much. at all might be best. finding it better to close his eyes and tip his head back, jayce keeps his attention to speaking, listening— anything that wasn't acute concentration on how the smallest clips and jostles were keenly felt within him. it wasn't painful, but it was uncomfortable and bizarre. what wasn't, now? ]
Kind of burns sometimes. [ an optimistic outlook, and perhaps— what could have really been happening. viktor's theories were always spot on. he'd believe them blindly. ] Is this what you felt?
[ part of him is worried about regular transfusions. taking too much from viktor and making him erode, switch the tables another time when jayce would prefer to take the brunt of the bodily suffering. but they're in the dark about too many things. knowing more about their own biology might do them some good.
getting them back, that . . . jayce had focused on that to return home. home was where viktor was. his priorities— could change. he'd look into it, perhaps, for the others. but viktor selfishly takes his antecedence. greedily, jayce allows it. he's never allowed himself anything selfish beyond viktor.
he'll do it again, and keeps absolutely still for his partner to do what he must. even hold his breath, he'll do. oddly, he doesn't have difficulty. ]
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Kind of burns sometimes. [ an optimistic outlook, and perhaps— what could have really been happening. viktor's theories were always spot on. he'd believe them blindly. ] Is this what you felt?
[ part of him is worried about regular transfusions. taking too much from viktor and making him erode, switch the tables another time when jayce would prefer to take the brunt of the bodily suffering. but they're in the dark about too many things. knowing more about their own biology might do them some good.
getting them back, that . . . jayce had focused on that to return home. home was where viktor was. his priorities— could change. he'd look into it, perhaps, for the others. but viktor selfishly takes his antecedence. greedily, jayce allows it. he's never allowed himself anything selfish beyond viktor.
he'll do it again, and keeps absolutely still for his partner to do what he must. even hold his breath, he'll do. oddly, he doesn't have difficulty. ]