[ he's crazy and he loves that about him. he's crazy enough to match jayce's freak, and jayce matches his. so much, that— jayce now tries desperately not to let his eyes wander lower down viktor's face when he smiles at him from profile. the mole just above his lip is right where he catches himself, redirecting his eyes forward and waiting out the time they needed for the procedure to finalize. his first direct confession was ignored. his first attempt at a kiss was a traumatic disaster.
as much as he yearned to feel it, now was not a good time, he's got a damn hole in his chest and they're both connected to each other through tubes on top of organs. if he's smart, he probably shouldn't try again at all. this . . . is more than he thought he'd get. more time. another chance, and a drastic spectacle of viktor's feelings. he loves him and that's that. he has his heart, now. he doesn't need more than this. ]
I told you, [ jayce pats the top of viktor's slender hands, then rubs at each bump of his golden-clad knuckles. ] I promised you.
[ i told you i loved you, too. ]
. . . Viktor, [ something is stirring in him, a feeling. a feeling that . . . he doesn't need to hide anymore. he has viktor where he's always wanted him. aware and understanding of everything. he can be transparent. he could finally spill the truth that he was angry at jayce for hiding. that viktor wasn't ready. ] This isn't the first time you've given me a part of you.
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[ he's crazy and he loves that about him. he's crazy enough to match jayce's freak, and jayce matches his. so much, that— jayce now tries desperately not to let his eyes wander lower down viktor's face when he smiles at him from profile. the mole just above his lip is right where he catches himself, redirecting his eyes forward and waiting out the time they needed for the procedure to finalize. his first direct confession was ignored. his first attempt at a kiss was a traumatic disaster.
as much as he yearned to feel it, now was not a good time, he's got a damn hole in his chest and they're both connected to each other through tubes on top of organs. if he's smart, he probably shouldn't try again at all. this . . . is more than he thought he'd get. more time. another chance, and a drastic spectacle of viktor's feelings. he loves him and that's that. he has his heart, now. he doesn't need more than this. ]
I told you, [ jayce pats the top of viktor's slender hands, then rubs at each bump of his golden-clad knuckles. ] I promised you.
[ i told you i loved you, too. ]
. . . Viktor, [ something is stirring in him, a feeling. a feeling that . . . he doesn't need to hide anymore. he has viktor where he's always wanted him. aware and understanding of everything. he can be transparent. he could finally spill the truth that he was angry at jayce for hiding. that viktor wasn't ready. ] This isn't the first time you've given me a part of you.