[ it's hard- no, impossible, for jayce to fight back; he has no strength to, it's barely enough to get a grip, even less for him to pull himself up— so it's there that he hangs: useless, wrecked, and despondent. he'd never be able to get out of there with his leg in the situation it was in, feeling brittle even with no weight but the pull of gravity.
his head feels like it could crack open as he shudders at words that bring a painful truth to his reality. he promised. he promised he wouldn't fail. he's failing. he has failed so terribly. ]
I—
[ i failed you. i'm so sorry. i'm sorry. i failed you— i'm sorry.
but not even that, he could bring himself to say outloud. he just wants it all to stop. ]
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his head feels like it could crack open as he shudders at words that bring a painful truth to his reality. he promised. he promised he wouldn't fail. he's failing. he has failed so terribly. ]
I—
[ i failed you. i'm so sorry. i'm sorry. i failed you— i'm sorry.
but not even that, he could bring himself to say outloud. he just wants it all to stop. ]